my black balloon

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You almost fell into that hole in my life
and I'm not thinking about tomorrow
Cause I am the same as you
But on my knees
A thousand other girls could never reach me
How could you have been the one?
You saw the world spin beneath me
Coming down the world turned over
and angels fall without me there
and you go on as I get colder
You know the lies they always told me
and the love I never knew
What's the things they never showed me
that swallowed the light from the sun
inside my room...